Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Chain of Repeatence

It’s like a repeat program, morning wake up, have breakfast, go to classes, work, WoW, go out now and then and then sleep. This is my chain, how it has been for the past two or three months. Always longing for more but never know what it is. Is this how it is going to be FOREVER?
After I finish study, that is one entry gone from my chain, that would be filled up by work and the others the same. The first conclusion I came to was, less religious stuff (read Quran, do the sunnai stuff), so now am trying to increase these.

Another one was am I studying something I don’t like. But so far there is nothing wrong with what I am studying; I love numbers and all these tech stuff, good class mates and fun too.
WoW, well gaming is the motivation I have. The first time I started to work was cause I wanted to buy a Ps2. And so on gaming has motivated me to work to another level. Being a teacher, teaching kids, lots of fun time (yes! Being a teacher is great).

Then during the free times I go out with my friends (that is after I finish with studies work wow). And then there is sleep. Sleep during the night time, as in the normal schedule (around 11:30 and wake up early around 7).

Everything seems to be in place. Nothing wrong but why am I yearning for this thing. This thing I even do not know what it is? Damn confusing. Once again I ask, is this how it is going to be? :<

"I do not presume to understand the cause of my Life, am greatful that i have been allowed to take part in this." Quoted from tom cruise in The Last Samurai